HEAVILY EMO...

I FEEL LIKE AS THOUGH SOMEONE YANKED MY HEART RIGHT OUT, SQUEEZED IT TILL EVERY DROP OF BLOOD OOZED OUT, STEPPED ON IT A FEW TIMES AND FORCED IT BACK IN...


I'M SORRY ...



YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

Shop Away!

I'm soooo happy that I finally went shopping!!
Don't mind my uncivilised behaviour ( I only get to go shopping ONCE A YEAR )
Besides, its not shopping ONCE.. its like a few times in December.

Like last year, I went to 1 UTAMA almost ten times just to get shoes, clothes and new accessories!!

My first shopping on Friday, I bought :
1. A white jacket ( which was on 20% discount!! )
2. Ballet pumps ( 50% off!!!!!!!!! )
3. This ultra bling necklace of a diamante high-heeled shoe ( 10% off!! )


I can't wait for the next trip!

Perasan-ing over her other self...HA!

Like how most of you must have enjoyed your day, I had to go to school.

Yeahh..school.

ED Board meeting lah.

So from 9.30 a.m. to 6.00 pm, I was in school editing, arranging, doing the secretary's job since she couldn't make it ( I'm a very helpful person, okay! ) and looking through all the files.

OMG...THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA PULL-OUT WAS SOOO NICE, MAN!!!

A good job done on the whole thing 'cause it's really colourful and the pictures were so nice.

( Theres this pic of me in all my Phantom glory, singing my heart out...while Weijean was on my lap with her "romantic-fainting pose"...ahhh, one photo I LOVE!!! )

I'm not perasan..just overjoyed that theres finally ONE picture that I'm all glossy and "handsome" ( yea...even with the fake scars on my face! hahaha )

Then I had to be such a klutz and get a paper cut on my index finger.

So I have to use my ring finger to type.

:P

Yay, going Christmas shopping tommorow in 1U!!

Can't wait.

RANDOM:

" It's awkward and silent,

As I wait for you to say,

But what I need to hear now,

Your sincere apology,

When you mean it, I'll believe it,

If you texted it, I'll delete it,

Lets be clear...

Ohh I'm not coming back,

You're taking 7 steps here... "

'' 7 THINGS, Miley Cyrus '

Another picture that I found nice!

HAHA..SO PERASAN!

the HOLIDAYS

My holidays have been going really fine.
I'm so happy that I finally went to Pavillion and The Gardens. OMG...total fashion city lah! Plus, I bought temporary highlight sprays so my hair is in green and red ( can't wait for CHRISTMAS!! )

Yesterday I went to watch Madagascar 2. Okay lah but the first was definitely better! Like always...except for The Cheetah Girls. I loved the second one cause it was so nice ( I didn't get to see the third movie!!! ) plus, their vocals are like hundred times better than all those HSM singers!

:P


Then theres the whole cheesecake-fudge thingy. I'm like telling myself to calm down and WAIT!!! cause I've got SPM next year...then theres music school ( ICOM or UCSI hopefully ).
It's soo hard to keep those feelings aside cause you really wish that he will...

never mind.

He's doing the right thing and I really respect and look up to him a lot. Maybe you know...it might just work!
HAHAHA...

Plus, you know...the possibility of suddenly finding other people better than ourselves...
Those are the times I wish that time moved really fast.

I'm just lovesick lah, okay??


HEHEHEHEHE..


Can't wait for CHRISTMAS!!!

Behind the Mirror

I was just searching through the web for tips on a self-makeover.
For me, it's not just about the externals but I want to focus on my personality and spiritual growth.

I strongly believe that a person is not just whole on the outside ( come on, you can look like BradPitt/Kim Kardashian but have a mind like a three year old! ) but on the inside as well.

Too bad people are so caught up with tons and tons of beauty measures that they forget about their excessive anger issues and their blatant ignorance to whats around them! ( I can admit that I am also guilty -except for the anger issue part- ). Don't get me wrong. LOOKS ARE JUST AS IMPORTANT AS WHAT'S INSIDE....EXCEPT THAT ITS THE INSIDE THAT MATTERS MOST.

Well..I found these tips for the physical side of the makeover. Just read through.

Step1
Work on improving your attitude towards yourself. Learn to be more self-confident and happy with yourself.

Step2
Go through your closet and sort out those old clothes to begin your makeover. If your clothes are too tight, too loose, or worn and tattered get rid of them. Buy clothes that fit like they were made just for you and are stylish.

Step3
Shop for shoes. It's time to replace those shoes that are worn out and faded. Step into a shoe store and try on some new styles. Ask someone to help you decide what looks good on you if you need help.

Step4
Change you hairstyle. A fresh cut and maybe some high-lights can do wonders for the self-esteem. Look through magazines and ask a friend to give an opinion about the style you choose.

Step5
Buy new makeup. Select tones that are right for your skin color. Use the color guides in the stores or book a consultation with a beauty expert.

Step6
Treat yourself to a manicure and pedicure during your makeover. Be careful, this personalized treatment can spoil you.

Step7
Eat healthy since beauty comes from within. Take good care of your health and your skin by eating right and getting plenty of exercise. The new you will look and feel terrific.


Oh well, I gotta get started!

P.S. Can't wait for Christmas!!! ( JOY TO THE WORLD THAT THE SILENT NIGHT IS HERE IN THE WINTER WONDERLAND!! )



Get it?
Never mind...if its too lame for you
:P

TAGGED BY the Daughter of the King

Tagged by Kimberleeeeee......
Must be the 'TAG' season.

Instructions:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bull****. ( I'm a very civilised person, if you don't already know! )
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons. ( Except Phineas and Ferb! Call me childish, but I love them! )
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups
I’m a rebel
I’m starting to like wearing dresses
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people. {au contraire}
I hate nail polish
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam
I hate vacations.
We’ll last
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up
I was a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music. ( HELLO?? I LIVE FOR MUSIC! )
Video games are a waste of time
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love ( I've never been in love....just fell into it a few times! )
I know how to cook
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror movie.
I’m happy with what I have
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart. ( no lah..just joking!! )
I love Apple Juice
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone. ( I'm happy with mine )
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I love my friends and family.

I TAG

• Taiki Renn Fujiwara
• Diane Lee SOOK KUAN
• Neermala ( DO IT!! Even if you don't have a blog!! )
• Christen
• Joanne Anthony ( my bestie couz..you BETA DO IT!!! )
  

I MISS YOU

I went to FGA Selayang for service today.
My parents are already blending in, my sister is just nonchalant about it and I....
I'm waiting for one and a half years to pass in a blink.

I practically wasn't much of a cheery-cheery like how I always am. I just cruised through worship, sermon and during refreshments, I just smiled forcefully. Until Patricia, Manjula, Joanna and Jessica came to talk to me and asked me to go for their youth camp.

I'm not going for it.
It's gonna be so nostalgic to go back to Golden Sands when I went for camp this year!
So I'll just pass.



SIGH...
BIGGER SIGH...


I miss everyone back in KD!!!
Especially Kim, Jin Yin, Diane and Jem!!
They were the people who always put a smile on my face and helped me through the painful break-up last year...plus, they supported me in my Musical and during the camp when I was emo-ing because of you-know-who and told me to forget about it. Well, Peter also contributed in that sense.
They were the definition of "TRUE FRIENDS".

One and a half years to go.
Seems so far away.