Thursday, December 25, 2008

Reasons why I haven't been updating:

  1. My internet connection has lost its connection
  2. I suddenly feel like theres nothing to blog about
  3. Virus attacked the laptop.

I can't believe my heart weighs a thousand pounds on Christmas Day.

That's what you get when somehow you feel that it might not work...

Don't ask, it kinda pulls my heartstring just by thinking about it

............

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Tagged by Christen

A. Attached or single? Single... No one can have me! YET.
B. Best friend? Neermala.
C. Cake or pie? I love both!!
D. Day of choice? Friday (it's that feeling of anticipation!! )
E. Essential item? My manuscript book...how am I gonna compose my symphonies without it??
F. Favorite color? Blue
G. Gummy bears or worms? Definitely worms!!
H. Hometown? Selayang... HOME SWEET HOME.
I. Favorite indulgence? Anything cakes and chocolates!!!
J. January or July? January..hey, I get to start all over again!!
K. Kids? Seeing miniature versions of myself?? Why Not??
L. Life isn't complete without? God and a piano, a guitar and imagination....and LOVE!!
M. Marriage date? Somewhere in February maybe?
N. Number of magazine subscriptions? I buy Seventeen and Reader's Digest almost every month...if that counts??
O. Oranges or apples? Apples!
P. Phobias? LIZARDS!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEKKKK!!!!
Q. Quotes? My Physics teacher once said that "Physics is something you can see..you just have to open your eyes and LOOK!!! " - of course she said it in her broken english way lah!! -
R. Reasons to smile? Christmas and a WHITE GRAND PIANO...
S. Season of choice? We have summer every year!! What's there to choose??
T. Tag 10 people. 10? Looks like anybody whose everybody has been tagged!! No one then...heheh.
U. Unknown fact about me? I can go a week without washing my hair! How's that??
V. Vegetable? I hate mushroom!!!
W. Worst habit? Repeating words over and over without reason... it drives my mom crazy "CESSA!!!! STOP BEING A BROKEN RECORD!!! "
X. X-ray or ultrasound? I don't think I need those right now..
Y. Your favorite foods? Definitely Pizza!!
Z. Zodiac sign? Gemini.... but I don't believe in those anyway!

He/she have to come up with 7 interesting or random facts about them self and then tag 7 other people to do the same.
1. I once went four days without bathing!! How do you like me now??

2. I hate guys who act cool... umm hello?? I'm not stupid, you know!!

3. Whenever I wear my Phantom mask for no reason, I start to feel some kind of power and I burst into random anger and end up banging my fist against the wardrobe ( SCARY!! )

4. Did you know that I wore one pair of school socks for a whole week??

5. I've had mean racist comments fired at me in school and at A CHRISTIAN YOUTH CAMP because of the colour of my skin... How shallow can you be?? So what if I'm chocolate???

6. I had an imaginary friend when I was five.

7. Some people hate me for the principles I believe in.


DONE!
I've got a pocketful of sunshine!

HSM3 "OOPS!!"

I found this video quite cute.
HSM3 bloopers but I have this feeling that it was made-up and practised.
But anyway...still its kinda cute.


:P



Saturday, December 6, 2008

Random blabbers ( i'm just bored, okay?? )

I seriously think that the world would be a better place if people practiced the ARK ( Acts of Random Kindness )


Yesterday I had a rather fun youth cell watching all the camp photos. Joanna and I laughed A LOT ( especially pictures of Peter ( Yong ) and Jessica ( Kan ) TOGETHER!!! ) *love is in the air...*


I'm dying for a slice of thai seafood pizza...


I LOVE LUCAS GRABEEL ( gonna watch "Return to Halloweentown" later :) YAY!! )


I'm missing my grandmother...hoping to see her tommorow.


MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMMOROW!!!!! 8TH DECEMBER


Judith...you're my source of inspiration!!


I feel like pinching Kimberly's cheeks for no reason :P


I'm hoping HE'LL buzz me *smack carissa's face!! slap her hard! *


Waiting for a family holiday... ( Pa, what happened to our Penang trip??? )


SPM is making me sick ( why not I just stick to the plan of dropping out and earning my living as a pianist in a local pub or something??? )


" And I was thinking of places that I could hide..." *wink Neer*


I miss Phantom ( not the musical, but HIMSELF. One chance for me to BE A MAN!! )



I'm already boring you..so just flip to the next blog LAH!!!

HEAVILY EMO...

I FEEL LIKE AS THOUGH SOMEONE YANKED MY HEART RIGHT OUT, SQUEEZED IT TILL EVERY DROP OF BLOOD OOZED OUT, STEPPED ON IT A FEW TIMES AND FORCED IT BACK IN...


I'M SORRY ...



YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

Shop Away!

I'm soooo happy that I finally went shopping!!
Don't mind my uncivilised behaviour ( I only get to go shopping ONCE A YEAR )
Besides, its not shopping ONCE.. its like a few times in December.

Like last year, I went to 1 UTAMA almost ten times just to get shoes, clothes and new accessories!!

My first shopping on Friday, I bought :
1. A white jacket ( which was on 20% discount!! )
2. Ballet pumps ( 50% off!!!!!!!!! )
3. This ultra bling necklace of a diamante high-heeled shoe ( 10% off!! )


I can't wait for the next trip!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Perasan-ing over her other self...HA!

Like how most of you must have enjoyed your day, I had to go to school.

Yeahh..school.

ED Board meeting lah.


So from 9.30 a.m. to 6.00 pm, I was in school editing, arranging, doing the secretary's job since she couldn't make it ( I'm a very helpful person, okay! ) and looking through all the files.


OMG...THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA PULL-OUT WAS SOOO NICE, MAN!!!


A good job done on the whole thing 'cause it's really colourful and the pictures were so nice.

( Theres this pic of me in all my Phantom glory, singing my heart out...while Weijean was on my lap with her "romantic-fainting pose"...ahhh, one photo I LOVE!!! )


I'm not perasan..just overjoyed that theres finally ONE picture that I'm all glossy and "handsome" ( yea...even with the fake scars on my face! hahaha )


Then I had to be such a klutz and get a paper cut on my index finger.

So I have to use my ring finger to type.



:P



Yay, going Christmas shopping tommorow in 1U!!

Can't wait.




RANDOM:


" It's awkward and silent,

As I wait for you to say,

But what I need to hear now,

Your sincere apology,

When you mean it, I'll believe it,

If you texted it, I'll delete it,

Lets be clear...

Ohh I'm not coming back,

You're taking 7 steps here... "


'' 7 THINGS, Miley Cyrus '




Another picture that I found nice!

HAHA..SO PERASAN!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

the HOLIDAYS

My holidays have been going really fine.
I'm so happy that I finally went to Pavillion and The Gardens. OMG...total fashion city lah! Plus, I bought temporary highlight sprays so my hair is in green and red ( can't wait for CHRISTMAS!! )

Yesterday I went to watch Madagascar 2. Okay lah but the first was definitely better! Like always...except for The Cheetah Girls. I loved the second one cause it was so nice ( I didn't get to see the third movie!!! ) plus, their vocals are like hundred times better than all those HSM singers!

:P


Then theres the whole cheesecake-fudge thingy. I'm like telling myself to calm down and WAIT!!! cause I've got SPM next year...then theres music school ( ICOM or UCSI hopefully ).
It's soo hard to keep those feelings aside cause you really wish that he will...

never mind.

He's doing the right thing and I really respect and look up to him a lot. Maybe you know...it might just work!
HAHAHA...

Plus, you know...the possibility of suddenly finding other people better than ourselves...
Those are the times I wish that time moved really fast.

I'm just lovesick lah, okay??


HEHEHEHEHE..


Can't wait for CHRISTMAS!!!