Sunday, February 22, 2009

Drowsy and mentally tired

LTC was good.
Tiring but fun.
I tried my best to be efficient as a secretary and carry out the orders that were given to me.

I'm so happy that I have found traits about myself and I can work towards my strengths.
I bonded a lot with Jasmine throughout the camp and I seriously agree that great minds think alike.


Right now I'm suffering major muscle cramps so I'll just keep it short and sweet.


Ouch.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

A note : To Whom It May Concern

- this post has been removed due to some reasons. The writer apologizes for the uncivilized choice of words and hopes not to lose her cool because of frivalous reasons -

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Intervensi Reviews

English paper was great. As usual.
Chemistry made my breathing fail.
Bio was the best. I managed to nail down most of the questions.


I don't mean to be so negative and pessimistic about my exams but I just being truthful, okay?
Yes, I may be quite optimistic but I guess my optimism decided to take a break.


Physics. Oh how I'm gonna dread it tomorrow
Maths. Even worse!!
Moral. Don't ask me if I memorized my nilai. Cause I didn't.

Why can't the year just finish NOW??????

Questions I wish I had A-B-C answers!

Is it wrong to try to cram every possible chemistry fact into your brain only to find the oxygen stop at the tip of your nose because you can't recall the answers the very next day?

Is it possible to crush on someone who is so out your league while you're still having feelings for another and make sure you don't like both of them anymore by next week?

Is it okay if I drop Physics for good?

How will I know if I'm gonna survive my Literature paper on thursday?

When will I ever fit in properly in FGA Selayang since I feel so left out and alien all the time? Should I even fit in at all?????

What does it take to be the best writer I can be?

What do people see in me that I don't see?

Will I ever make it to TIME magazine in the future?

Saturday, February 14, 2009

The Rocking Weekend

The weekend was great! I went for the Youth Leadership Challenge organized by Sunway U and I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF!!! We had team builiding activities and because of the blind fold Crab Walk, I'm suffering muscle cramps on my legs and blue-blacks on my knees. I loved the second activity because my fellow St.Marians and I bonded so well over the "mat" and all ten of us had to pile on it. Needless to say, it was one BIG hugging session!

I know you don't get what I mean because I don't know how to explain the game to you.

Anyway, service was so good today. During the song "I Live For You" - Planetshakers, images of Narnia and World War 2, photos of Mother Theresa and Abraham Lincoln flashed into my mind like a slideshow and all I could say was "GOD, YOU ARE ALMIGHTY. CREATOR OF HISTORY AND MIRACULOUS WONDERS. WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU?".

"You are beautiful beyond description,
Too marvelous for words,
Too wonderful for comprehension,
Like nothing ever seen or heard..."

That song struck me so deeply that I cried. I suddenly realised that "LORD, YOU ARE SO REAL".

Anyway, Dr. Rosy Leong preached today, so I went up for prayer and she just confirmed every wonder I've been thinking about God. I really look forward for her messages.

I'm so glad I was born a Christian.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Gaybel is Back

I have decided to bring “Gaybel”back after a long thought, since I do remember that there were some of you who enjoyed reading my blog because of all the Gaybel stories and the wacky situations that she gets herself into.
So yes, GAYBEL IS BACK!!!

HAHA… Oh well, I have also decided to make her a little more mature and thoughtful because after reading some past Gaybel stories, I found her a little too ditzy. I will still make her ditzy, though, but not too much.

Do check out Fudge’s After Hours (my writer’s blog) next week. My first story will be up!

www.mabelfudge-ness.blogspot.com

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Another tag ( Sheesh! )

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

  1. I have a sudden love for American History
  2. I dream to be editor-in-chief of 'TIME' or 'RD'
  3. I want my published book made into an Oscar-winning movie
  4. I consider myself a NOMAD not a loner... I don't seem to belong to a group anyway plus I don't actually have a consistent best friend!
  5. My favourite past time is imagining that I'm stuck in another dimension and visualizing everything from scenery to the guys I meet ( heheh )
  6. Someone said that I'm a potential career woman/workaholic
  7. A guy once suggested that I marry him wearing an apple green sari ( EWWWW!!!! )
  8. I'm a vegetarian for one month and my friends are laughing their heads off
  9. I once went a whole day without water ( so much so that the toothpaste didn't move on my teeth when I started brushing the next morning! )
  10. I don't like shallow-headed and rude guys ( who does? )
  11. I hate papayas and dragon fruit
  12. I once dreamed of marrying Lucas Grabeel
  13. Camp Rock is one of the lamest movies I've seen
  14. I LOVE JANE AUSTEN!!!!!!
  15. I hope to fund a board for underpriveledge children in the future
  16. I never dreamt to be Presiden

I tag whoever that hates pizza and loves papaya!!

What Is and What was

Jem seems shocked that I listen to Sum 41. Well, ever since I started bass guitar lessons with Uncle Rennie, I have been into rock songs a lot. And guess what? I'm getting good at it, too!! Bass is hundred times easier than piano and is easy to do riffs.

Yes, I can do a teeny bit of riffs.

OMG... seems like I hate physics so much right now. I mean, come on lah!!! How is Inteference Of Waves gonna help me in my future as a writer? I'm not planning to major in pure sciences EVER so I was thinking of dropping it.

Yes, drop Physics for good!

I've already asked my folks about it and they said that they'll think about it further, so I hope its a yes. Sorry Ms. Ng, I may be quite an attentive student in your class but Physics isn't my thing.
Gosh, how I loved Physics back in form 4!!

Oh yes, for some of you who have been wondering why my other blog is quite emo with my poems...let me just tell you that I wrote all those like last year when some ''dramas'' happened.
I'm planning not to go emo anymore, so don't expect much of my emo-ness.

RANDOM: Someone asked me who were my 'life' heroes. Three simple answers:

  1. Jane Austen
  2. Anne Frank
  3. Eleanor Roosevelt.

Don't ask me why I look up to powerful women who changed the world and why all of them seem to reside in 'Six Feet Under'. They may not be alive now but they symbolized women power!

I seriously think that I would fit in better as a teen in the 60s as compared to the digital era now. People would at least not make fun of me.

Monday, February 9, 2009

La LA la LA LA

'LA LA Land' by Demi Lovato.
I found this video quite cool...plus, I like the song!


Tagged by Jared Y ( The Time Of My Life )

Wow, people still remember that I'm alive and do tag me!!
HEHEHEHE..

1. Put your Music Player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"= YOU SAY?
Pachabell's Canon in D - REMIX

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Saviour of the World - Planetshakers ( okayyy...that's cool )

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Love Story - Taylor Swift ( OMG!!! Mr. Darcy!!!! )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
A Dream Is A Wish - Disney Channel Circle Of Stars

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood ( Great for potential career women like ME!! )

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
That's What You Get - Paramore

WHAT IS 2+2?
Now or Never - HSM3

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
What The World Will Never Take - Hillsong (HAHAHAHAHA...LOL!! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Can I Have This Dance - HSM3 ( ewww... )

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Chemicals React - Aly and AJ ( Oh great!! This has NOTHING to do with Chemistry, right?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Decode - Paramore

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Who I AM Hates Who I Have Been - Relient K

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Driveway - Miley Cyrus

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
So In Love With You - Planetshakers ( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE CAN'T RESIST ME LEAVING!!!! THAT'S A GOOD ONE!! )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
From God Above - Hillsong United

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Be My Escape - Relient K

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
La La Land - Demi Lovato ( in other words, going LALA )

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Night Drive - The All-American Rejects ( COOL...)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Five Colours In Her Hair - McFly

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
The Tide Is High ( Get the Feeling ) - Atomic Kitten

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Makes No Difference - Sum 41 (OMG, THAT'S A GOOD ONE! )

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Like Whoa - Aly and AJ

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
A Night To Remember - HSM3 ( OH THE HORRORS OF PROM NITE!! )

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
One Way - Hillsong ( YES, GOD LOVES ME!! )

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Awakening - Switchfoot

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Ever Ever After - Jordan Pruitt

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The Time Of My Life - David Cook ( IRONIC!! )


I tag whoever that has a name and a pair of comfy ol' sneakers!!! Oh yes, and whoever that loves ice-cream!!

I'm back!

I was so inspired by Jane Austen ( well, the Becoming Jane movie, actually ) that I told myself that I should share my writings with the world.

I'm the type that can handle feedback and strong comments about my writings, so if you wanna comment on my pieces, then drop a comment on the cbox.
If not, read it...

or not....if you hate amateur literature


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