BRRR...

I don't want to put myself down. I'm not a player. I just happen to a romantic, okay? So why does this thought keep bugging me? I feel so degraded. Its me. I'm degrading myself. Gosh, I hate emo-ing on my blog but I just can't help it! Why can't life just be a little peaceful for once?
Dear God, why do I feel this way?
Why can't I be assured that I am a child of God and that I don't have to give in to these thoughts.
Dear God, I need your help.
I feel like crying.
I'm already tearing in the inside but I need Your stength to be strong. I have to be strong.

I'm not a worthless person. I'm not. I'm not.
My mind is telling me that I am.


I'm gonna explode.

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BOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!