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Carissa is downing too much Goldilock's Brownies and she better stop.
Carissa must hurry up and go offline shortly.
Carissa must go check out the Beach Boys videos on Bait's blog
:D

Gosh, I wish I didn't have to go to school tomorrow.
The only thing I look forward to is BK classes.

Tagged by Hui Zhen

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
* Last beverage: H2O.
* Last phone call: Morais' Residence
* Last text message: "Ok hold on..." - Josiah
* Last song you listened to: Your Name High - Hillsong
* Last time you cried: 31st July 2009

HAVE YOU EVER:
* Dated someone twice: Nope
* Been cheated on: Nope
* Kissed someone & regretted it: Hmmmm..... Nope.
* Lost someone special: Yeahhh... :(
* Been depressed: DUH!
* Been drunk and threw up: Nope. Please, I've got good moral background

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
Purple, Blue, Green


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2009):
* Made a new friend: Yes, quite a number of people
* Fallen out of love: NOPE.
* Laughed until you cried: YES! almost everyday.
* Met someone who changed you: Absolutely :)
* Found out who your true friends were: Yes, and it feels great to know!
* Found out someone was talking about you: Ooh, even I don't know!
* Kissed anyone on your friend's list: My sister??
* How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Quite a number
* How many kids do you want? : at least 3.
* Do you have any pets: Nope, sadly.
* Do you want to change your name: My name is derived from the Greeks, so its special.

* What did you do for your last birthday: A small surprise by the Selayang-ers. Awesome time we had!
* What time did you wake up today: 10.15. And it feels good
* What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching an awesome Christian movie called 'Fireproof' and chatting with Prof. Higgins at the same time.
* Name something you CANNOT wait for: SPM to be over!
* Last time you saw your Mother: seconds ago
* What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My ULTRA LAZINESS!!!
* What are you listening to right now: "Supermassive Black Hole " - Muse
* Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No?
* What's getting on your nerves right now: People breaking my flow
* Most visited webpage: MY BLOG, Fb, iGoogle, YouTube
* Whats your real name: Carissa Mabel Morais
* Nicknames: Cessa, Miss Austen, Cessa-Mae and Cessa-Mo
* Relationship Status: Happily Single!!
* Zodiac sign: Gemini
* Male or female?: Female
* Primary School?: SK St. Mary
* Secondary School?: SMK St. Mary
* High school/college?: HELP UniCo
* Hair colour: black but a bit brown
* Long or short: Short
* Height: 166 cm
* Do you have a crush on someone?: I don't know what my heart is telling me <3
* What do you like about yourself?: My "beautiful smile" and my ability to make friends easily
* Piercings: one on each ear
* Tattoos: No Way!
* Righty or left: Right.

FIRSTS :
* First surgery: NEVER!
* First piercing: when I was three
* First sport you joined: Does reading count?
* First vacation: too long ago to remember
* First pair of trainers: I forgot lah, so long ago.

RIGHT NOW:
* Eating: Yummy Goldilocks brownies from Philipines
* Drinking: H2O
* I'm about to: Bang my head to Planetshakers and burst into a BIG SMILE
* Listening to: " The Victory" - Planetshakers ( I HAVE THE LATEST ALBUM!!! YEEE-HAAA!!! )
* Waiting on: For my BFF to reply my Instant Message :P

YOUR FUTURE:
* Want kids?: YES.
* Get Married?: YES.
* Career?: Writer...psychologist...social anthropologist??

WHICH IS BETTER:
* Lips or eyes: Eyes!
* Hugs or kisses: Hugs..actually I like both!
* Shorter or taller: Taller
* Older or Younger: Older. At least 2-4 years older.
* Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic in a spontaneous way.
* Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
* Sensitive or loud: 50/50. Balance is the key.
* Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
* Trouble maker or hesitant: I don't know!

HAVE YOU EVER:
* Kissed a stranger: never
* Drank hard liquor: Nope
* Lost glasses/contacts: Nope
* Sex on first date: NEVER!!! EVER!!!
* Broken someone's heart: Yeah...but it had to be done.
* Been arrested: I'm a good girl ;P
* Turned someone down: Yes.
* Cried when someone died: Nope. I've never experienced loss or grief.
* Fallen for a friend?: Yes.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
* Yourself: Sometimes.
* Miracles: How can I not?
* Love at first sight: Nope
* Heaven: YES!!
* Santa Claus: EWW... I hate santa claus. He has absolutely nothing to do with CHRISTMAS!
* Kiss on the first date: Nope. I'm very old-fashioned and I've got good principles.
* Angels: They are always watching over me although I can't see them

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
* Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: OOH, I've got loads of gfs, no bfs.
* Did you sing today?: I sing everyday..:P
* Ever cheated on somebody?: No
* If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: My preteen years
* If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: When I was onstage in my phantom glory. It was that one moment that changed my life.
* Are you afraid of falling in love?: No. I'm fearless when it comes to falling in love.

There are 99 Questions overall and this was numbered 100 : finally...i thought tis would never end...=.=

I TAG YOU.
Yes, you! The one reading this right now.

Mabelfudge's checklist :)

SIX things MUST happen before I can jump up to the sky and say YEEEEEESSSSS!!!!!!

1. SPM Trial (1 Sept-17 Sept 2009). I guarantee you that after this, I'll probably be the biggest nerd in the whole world. Oh wait, aren't I already one?? :P
2. Grade 6 practical piano exam (12 August 2009). My former piano teacher said that I've improved tremendously. She gave me a 27/30 for my first piece. Looks like my daily 2-hour practices paid off. :D
3. Lose another 3 kgs (before 2009 ends). I can finally wear so many of my nice clothes thats been hanging in the closet after shedding all that weight I gained over Christmas. I've even grown fitter( :D )! I can walk all the way from school to Perfection and Bel's house without falling off the ground. ( unlike ahem...ahem...)
4. Polish my Leadership qualities (before 2010 begins). I know I have it...its in my blood ( thanks, Dad! ) but I just have to learn to sharpen my skills. Oh well, theres an LLS 101 lecturer living in my house so I'm sure I can get some FREE pointers. :P
5. SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA 2009!!!!! ( 19 Nov 2009 onwards...). Must I elaborate on this?? GRRRR.....
6. Complete high school. ( 31st Dec 2009 ) My life would be so awesome after that! I won't feel like a hypocrite anymore and I can finally meet more friends since I'm a loner most of the time in school. :D

Once all these are checked, I can finally breathe a sigh of RELIEF!

And hope that the next chapter of my life will be equally awesome

:P

One summer afternoon

I looked out of my window
Only to see the sun smiling down at me
Little did I know that its smile turned upside down
Suddenly noticing the gray clouds with their evil grin

Once the bell rung, I rushed out with excitement
An eerie kind of excitement
Making my insides burst into cartwheels
At the anticipation of seeing you

I saw your smile from afar
That beautiful smile of yours
After a meal we walked to the bridge
Shielded by the trees

We talked for what felt like hours
Laughed in the sunshine
I paused and reached up to pull out the pollen
Feeling the softness of your thick black hair

Enjoying the moment
That seemed like a perfect polaroid frame
Hearing the bark of the canine
Laughing as you made faces at it

We walked along the roads
Showered with flowers, my favourite accessory
Talking and noticing each colour and texture
Feeling its softness on my fingertips

We noticed a pair of green eyes staring at us
My heart leaped in excitement
Watching the enigmatic stare of the feline
Feeling your urge to give it a pat

The pink colour of the hibiscus greeted me
Watching your hand as it pointed to the one at the top
Its red stigma sparkling under the sun
Noticing the blend of your fair skin against its petals

Time passes by when you're having fun
As we walked back to the bridge
I noticed the little doraemon in her car
My heart caught in my chest, terrified

We walked back to the bridge
My heart reluctant to leave you
Wishing this moment could last longer
Yet we continued our conversation

You took off your glasses casually
I couldn't help but notice your brown eyes
As they stared back at me
Hoping I could freeze the perfect picture

My heart felt burdened to leave you
Yet time wouldn't stop for us
We embarked on our journey back
Walking side by side

You stopped once we reached the main road
I looked at you as we said our goodbyes
Wishing I didn't have to leave
Wishing that I could rewind every moment we spent together

Walking back to the gates
I could feel your gaze boring into my back
Sure enough, I saw you walking the opposite road
Like a guardian angel, a blanket of protection

I finally reached the gate
Turning back, hoping you were still there
Indeed, you were
Smiling back at me from the crowd of giggling girls

I smiled back, waving my last wave
And entered the gates
Watching you as you made your way back
Feeling a smile forming in my lips

A beautiful friendship we shared
Probably one of the most significant in this world
Remembering the moment at the bridge
Wishing it would never end


-Inspired by and dedicated to my BFF :D -

Hmmm...

"And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car...and you're feeling like flying... And your mom is waiting up, and you're thinking he's the one, and you're dancing around your room till the night ends..."
"Fifteen"- Taylor Swift


Nerve-wrecking.
*DOOPDOOP*
And the heartbeat accelerates.

I OVERCAME MY FEARS...


How I wish I could rewind the moment...
Sigh
:D

Blush...

"Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans, I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be...laughing on a park bench thinking to myself, hey isn't this easy?"
"You Belong With Me"- Taylor Swift

I am most probably going to experience this moment anytime.
*DOOPDOOP*
Thats my heart beating faster and faster.

I don't know what to do.


Oh wait, you've got no idea what I'm talking about!
:D

Could this be...

My 14th attempt on a love poem...

Could this be the moment
When the rainbow forms in the sky
And you cup my face with your hands
Bringing me closer
As we hear the choir sing
And the turtledoves fly in the air

Could this be the moment
When the sky breaks into thunder
And you lift me off the grass
Spin me in circles
Drenched in the rain
Like waterfall from the sky

Could this be the moment
When the crimson leaves fall
And you strum the guitar
Watching your eyes sparkle
As the cool breeze blows softly
Into our very own dream

Could this be the moment
When the snowflakes fall
And we hold on tight
Warming in our embrace
Watching the second star to the right
Paint every moment of you and me


Date written: 2 August 2009
Time written: 9.35 pm